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November Mourning

Title: November Mourning
Fandom: Inception
Characters: Arthur Cobb, named Mal
Pairing: Arthur / Cobb
Rating: NC-17
Prompt: because he was of porn_fest of fanfic_italia
Warnings: Angst ball, of course, U, U like every time we talk Cobb
Disclaimer: All this belongs to Christopher Nolan, whose genius in front of my bow. Nothing is mine, and we do not gain anything.
Warning: The story is a homosexual theme. If you do not like do not read, but you're really bad, bad people U, U
Notes: set before the events of the film, of course. There was a terrible gap, and I totally forgot about this fanfic U, U I apologize to everyone (but unfounded, who cares?)

It might have been regarded as incapable of seine, Arthur was sure. From a friend, which was even worse.
She knew she should not do it. Should not have been there, thus, close to Sun, with his head against his shoulder, and in that way ... so ambiguous. He should not have to prove a strong desire to kiss him, but the fact was that things were so.
He had the right, from a certain point of view. Or so it seemed.
that if it were possible would bring her relationship with him at a higher level of simple friendship and noble thought they were all familiar - except himself, of course, knew that Dom knew. Mal also assumed, although neither of them had ever broached the subject with him to the touch, most likely, or simply because he had never raised the need. It was not a threat to their relationship - but what would it would never have been, for that matter? - Arthur and not without it, nor did it intend to interfere.
As far as he was concerned, was to keep up just fine near a friend.
What had become of un'irrilevanza almost stupid, then when it was due to face much bigger problems. Too big.
Arthur was fair and respectful of everyone and everything. Besides, he loved Mal, he loved her seriously. He hoped that Dom knew that the his sorrow for his death - his suicide, but did not want to say - were sincere, he was really sorry, that never - not even for a split second - he had not even thought of being happy because now he had a tiny chance in more. The only thing he could think of was that at that time was to stay close to Sun, any more than he had ever been before. Physically - to the cemetery when he was left alone with her eyes fixed on the grave when all were gone, because he had not even been present at the funeral of his wife - but also in terms of being ready to give up any what he was doing to go to him in case of need, why could not vent their parents Mal who had just lost their beautiful baby girl because of him - or so they thought - or with their children, of course, that despite having been months now since his death had not yet well realized that my mother did not come back again and was gone forever, and that this was due to leave Dad.
After all, Sun had not understood, or at least accepted, very well.
probably was why he now found himself there, in a hotel room of a third category - 'No hotel luxury, Arthur. Please. "- Dom's head resting on his shoulder and three bottles of beer on the ground, a practically full and the other two now empty. He had tried for a while 'to persuade him to give up the bottles, but he realized immediately that he drank more and seemed to suffer less.
knew it was probably an illusion, a passing thing, but at least for a few hours would have earned if only not to feel the guilt that he read in his eyes.
"It 's my fault Arthur."
"It's not a good idea to start thinking this way, since we must find a way to prove your innocence. "
" It 's my fault. I should have been more convincing with her. I should have done better. I could stop it, I could have ... "last words were lost in a whisper, probably because he did not know exactly what such had to say. Arthur could imagine more or less how he felt, I guess. He knew that whatever he tried to say to convince him that it was not his fault that would have been useless at that moment, and he just simply to remain silent, offering beer and his shoulder and a weak, but believes: "It's not your fault."
"Maybe I should just ... just accept my punishment and nothing else."
"No, Dom You have not done anything, does not deserve any punishment. "
" But you ... "
" Dominic. "looked at him with serious face:" As the thing can not have meaning for you right now, it was not your fault. You do not deserve to go to prison for no reason, if Mal did ... he did what he did is not was your fault. E 'right? "
Vide Sun look up and looks at almost hopeful, as if he really wanted to believe his words. But then he sighed and shook his head.
"You do not understand." He said. "You do not know how things went, how they are really gone."
"Whatever happened, I am sure that you do not include the killing or that you do something wrong. I know that you loved so much. "Swallowed the response, however difficult. "And I have no doubt about that."
This time, for the first time, he thought he saw the lips of Dom trying to draw a smile, so far as was possible at that time. Certainly there was gratitude in his eyes, as in her voice when she murmured "thank you" while relaxed, at least a bit 'against his shoulder.
"I think you're the only one they felt guilty."
"They just lost her daughter, Dom They would blame anyone at this time, and you did not you ever was very nice. "shrugged:" By their time.
"You are not obliged to stay here, anyway. You can go if you want, Arthur ... "
" No. For me there is no problem to stay here. "Shrugged. "I'd also say that help is my favorite thing to do, in every sense."
This time he touched Dom not respond to the sentence.

Dominic Arthur could have sworn that he had fallen asleep when he decided it was better to go back to her room, after having given a refreshed and taken off the weariness. Maybe it was left in the bathroom longer than expected, wondering how long this feeling of pain would still lingers in the air. Other days, other weeks? Other months?
As we wanted to cushion the pain of the loss of the person you loved?
When he opened the door Sun was standing with his eyes half-asleep but despite this, the emphatic expression, as if he were waiting for. Arthur would have told him to get back to bed, if he had time to talk. Really, it would done - but Dom's had approached dangerously, and he was too weak to resist. Too much to realize that probably did not even know what he was doing well, and that too little time had passed since the death of Mal, only a few months ... and he was still too upset.
Well, he probably would have had to refuse. But he could not. Simply could not, such a thing would never, ever ricapitata.
He just called his name only weakly, before allowing him to push it against the wall and then kiss it, almost holding my breath for the surprise. He had really done, Christ, even in his wildest dreams wild would have imagined that really ...
swallowed hard when Dom is away from him, staring almost afraid I could give him the blame for something - did not know what, but something - and being kicked out of the room, you have ruined everything for a single kiss. But Dom still looking at him resolutely, as if everything was even more convinced that what he was doing.
"S-hear Dom, you do not have ..."
"No." immediately interrupted him: "No, it's ... it's what I want. All right? "
"Yes, but ..."
"It 's what I want." Repeated again, is trying to convince himself that his friend - and again Arthur did not feel really say no, although she knew very well that would be the best thing to do, or at least the right one. But Dominic had wanted for so long, and could not deny himself right now. Not if it would ever be forgiven.
not invited him to continue or let go in declarations of love or anything, but not Sun kissed him again soon, almost smashing against the wall behind him, could not resist the urge to shove her fingers through her hair, leaving just a moan escape when his friend yanked him up to force him to lie on the bed, then putting on him.
kissed him, caressed him through the light shirt, and Arthur found himself wondering if it was the first time that Dom did it with a man, if he did because he was Arthur, or simply because he could not more clearly understand what he was doing and with whom, and if passed there, another man or woman would have done the same thing. He wondered if he was thinking of Mal in some way, but fortunately at least the thought was short lived. It was unlikely that he was thinking of her, or would not removing his shirt like that, without a crease. He would feel guilty if nothing else, we sighed and said in faintly hear Dom's lips kissed her neck, shoulders, and then the chest ...
dared not say or do, nothing, just return the caresses weakly to show that there was, he was enjoying what Dominic was doing. But really could not make him, and preferred for him to kiss and caress him - as if the Sun in love, what would do anything for it, and not the other way.
When he lowered his pants almost trembled with excitement that ran through his body, and was difficult to control your hands to be able to undo his belt and do the same with him to free her sex. He tried to open her legs and give the best access possible without major incentives - enough that it was Dom, was sufficient. Knew he could not count on his great self-control or experience in regard to sex with a man, but ... it would be appropriate.
"Are you sure?" Is still allowed to ask for, nor answered this time. The eye of Dom was focused on the opening of Arthur and how he could not hurt, at least in part. When he was convinced to do it up to check that it was not too painful for him, and judging from the way he panted and pushed against him ... there had to be managed well enough.
He bent over him again, and again kissed him passionately on the lips, without even feeling remorse that he felt terrible every time he looked or thought of a woman who was not Mal - but Arthur was different. Mal would have forgiven him for that, whenever there scehrzava up, because she did not care that it was in love with him ... she knew that Dominic loved her, and her only. Even if he was having sex with Arthur, he did not mean anything.
He needed to feel that feeling again, to realize that he was still alive, and not the empty shell that had been in recent months. And he ... he deserved to be his was something close to that time he went over to fool with, no?
He felt the fingers of Arthur rally around behind him until it almost hurt him as he arched against him with a groan, and were both about the same time, gathered more strength against each other . For a second remained motionless in that position, even with breath holding, not until Dominic gasped and dropped on his body, trying not to hurt him despite the weight difference.
did not dare utter a word, and so did Arthur. Both were confused - it was all very fast, frantic, but as there had been physical satisfaction, and on both sides, there was something different in the air. It was not embarrassment, was an indefinable feeling uncomfortable and vaguely resembling shame, or so it felt Arthur.
"Dom?" The put a hand on his shoulder, shaking slowly back to reality. "Everything okay?"
"Yes. All right. "Nodded his head slightly, and dropped to his side without saying anything more. He looked confused, said the friend, but decided not to torment him further. Did not know whether to stay there or leave.
"Maybe we should ..."
"Stay here." Promptly "said Dom, without any uncertainty in his voice. "If ... You can, of course. "
Arthur smiled.
"Sure." Promptly replied, lying down beside her and staring until he closed his eyes carefully, hoping that at least in dreams could find peace for a moment.