Saturday, February 26, 2011

Hip Tattoos And Pregnancy

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there is a defect I would like to bury me but at the same time would keep ... for fear that they might miss. when my soul live unforgettable moments .... continues to feed on them. no matter how long, give such confirmation, how long ago to have happened is not important. idolatrizzo them, I get excited to think about it, I reject that world of memories in terms of movement, notes, and perfumes. I can not relive them, to go forward, no. I pause to wonder whether it really happened, and they may never come back.

is worse than back down or surrender before the love?
I would like to arrive early to a conclusion.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Funny Freshman T Shirt Sayings

Farewell and forgiveness. Chapter 2: Farewell

Chapter 2. Walk

My parents were typical of the sixties. They sincerely believed in the myth, which was formed during the so-called "thaw". Even after the Soviet invasion of Czechoslovakia, they abandoned the idea of "socialism with a human face." I was born in the gaps between the Moscow rally. And then came Yeltsin, the war in Chechnya, killed his father. I was only five years. We lived with his mother hard. For me, a teenager, began an intense maturation, comprehension of what is happening. Learning was easy. I quickly carried away by computers, is actively involved in the lives of various online communities, including those outside Runet. Once, during a "free floating" on the web I came across the site ICOAV-independent center of operations against the violence. The organization helps people who have got in trouble in different countries, using mainly the principles of nonviolence and modern technology. In its static part of the materials placed on how violence associated with prostitution and pornography, drug and arms trafficking. Much space was given to state violence and human rights violations. The site was, and the dynamic part, which arose in connection with certain transactions. In addition it contains the "Black Book of intelligence", a periodical in which presents facts about the crimes of secret services in various countries against their own citizens. I would really like to work there. But on the site, as well as throughout Internet had no contact. And all between this dream and my current situation was a great distance. Thinking about it, I'm with Tina turned to the house. Ahead was a lame girl who seemed familiar to me. I remembered that she, too, is a student, but in the second year, and is fond of computers. Her name was Kathy. One World, seeing that I talk to her, angrily said: The daughter of a spy. And explained that the girl's father tried for espionage. Pope says - continued Light, that it also had to sort out. Then I did not pay attention to these words, and now thought he could put his former girlfriend into place. At this time Kate turned around and saw me and went faster. Moreover, its lameness increased. I did not hail it, and went to his porch.


Wednesday, February 23, 2011

What Can Cause A Cervix To Be Enfalmed

Voyeur

Title: Voyeur
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Ruby, named Bobby (who also provided the setting for the house)
Pairing: Ruby / Sam (yes, you read that right), Dean / Castiel
Rating: PG
Warnings: slash (but light), het. Really, het. I'm not kidding. Can you stand it?
Spoiler: Nothing particular
Disclaimer: The story was not written for profit. I do not own any of the characters and no one pays me. Yes, Sam Ruby and I wrote that no one was pushing me with substantial benefits. Notes: History a homosexual theme. Do not like it? Do not read!
Notes: Forget the couple mentioned above shocking. It is set in an unspecified point between the Head of A Pin On and at the end of the fourth season.

is stupid. It's nothing. It 's just to get rid of the cobwebs.
do not need to read it.

"Do not my fault: it was absolutely unthinkable. "
Sam if he repeated continually, as to want to justify. He could never have imagined such a thing, even though he had lodged a doubt. Dean himself even if he was trying to make them understand, perhaps even subtly.
And perhaps he had even done, even if unconsciously, and he did not really had never noticed.
The worst thing, when you discover things like this, is that once the truth comes out every piece back suddenly in its place, and you wonder how could you be so stupid and how could you not know it before. Suddenly everything seems clear and obvious.
And the clues were, in fact. He should realize: some look too intense, too many changes from both, too affection by Dean. Everything would have to make him guess before he himself was going to slam against virtually the nose, as Dean said when he took him around his lack of intuitiveness.
"If you're so smart you should get a little 'to intuition, is not it? "the song, and obviously he was right, he thought as he explained to an extremely interested what Ruby had made her run so fast. He was not clear why the was so interested, but there was not instill that much to say. It's not that they had seen them do all kinds of things: they were talking about when he went in search of his brother Bobby in the car park, finding a chatter with Castiel Dean semi-immersed in an engine looking unhappy.
And what did they say? He asked her, hungry for knowledge, and Sam had shrugged his shoulders. Well, no, he said. They talked. It did not seem so strange if it had not seemed to be talking more about what Castiel. In fact, Sam had seemed to be talking only to him, it was not until Dean emerged and shook his head.
"No." I had heard, firm tone: "I will not."
"If you do what you have been ordered since there is no other way. I say to you. "
" Why not say in front of all these beautiful things, instead of waiting for when we are alone in a parking lot of cars? We would be more comfortable in the shoulder. "

Castiel sighed.
"My position is delicate. I can not expose myself too much, Dean, it must seem as if nothing had changed. "He said, and Sam was hidden (as far as he could be hiding, but thank God they were too busy to realize the speech of his presence) with gasp, because he did not remember any recent changes, and the most suspicious of him had already started to compile a list of possibilities about what it meant and what they had not said.
"Well, you're good at the duplicity, however, no offense. No, Castiel, I'm not going to hide somewhere, but I will not do for you or fix this situation. I will stay to protect Sam. "
" I do not have to worry about him. "
" You're kidding, right? I leave it in your hands angelic? Neither of you care about him! "
" This is not true. I would like his safety. "Castiel had responded, but did not seem too convinced:" But I'm more interested in yours. "

And at that point had not yet understand? Ruby had burst out laughing, but Sam candidly admitted that no, not yet. Castiel held that much more to Dean that he was not that great discovery, and was then distracted to hear that his brother replied, "Well, for me it's the opposite. I will not run. "
" Dean ... "
" Don't Insist. "
"Dean. Listen to me. The way you have reduced Alastair ... "there was a pause, and Sam had seen practically in his mind as the eyes of Dean were to be shelled by the memory of what he had suffered:" It could happen again something, and I do not want. Do you understand? "
" Alastair is now dead. And thanks to you, if we go just to look at the details. And then, what is this tone? "Dean had almost laughed, but Sam - who knew him better than anyone else - had recognized the fear in his ill-concealed voice: "In fact, if we are going to see was you telling me to do so. You have forced me , you funny guy and that of your friend. "
" L ... I know, but it was necessary. And I told you, I would avoid it. I wish you had not had to do it, even though I was convinced that the course would not have any danger. "Castiel's voice had become weak, so much so that Sam had found it hard to hear:" I do not want to see you in a state like that. "
" mean in a hospital bed with tubes that come out from everywhere? Well, even I find it takes more, but this will not make me change my mind. "He closed the trunk, and then maybe he tried to leave, but something held him - Sam could not see, but most likely it was Castiel.

"But ..."
"How can I do to convince you?"
"You can not. And let me! "
" Please. "He wanted to see his face, with hindsight, to see what was in the eyes of Castiel and uttered that phrase - indeed, the petition - and that so he was looking his brother, before repeating in a whisper: "Please."
"Why are you so interested, Castiel?" the voice of Dean, by contrast, seemed almost panicked.

"I do not know. But I want you to be safe. "
...
... and then?
And then nothing. There was a long silence, the first tense, then more relaxed, and had left a long pass which he said was ending before turning cautiously, to see what was going on. No, I had not yet understood. Useless to ask me. It was not so obvious .

He had only a few seconds, then suddenly harden his heart, for some reason, the pounding. Now his face had become red and hot, as if he had done a terrible thing - he . As if he had not been to see her brother ...
no, it was impossible. It was absolutely impossible, he must have seen evil. He had turned again, as to control, but there was no doubt.
They were kissing, is not it? Ruby laughed, and Sam could not really understand why, but nodded.
Exactly. Dean that Castiel had left to take her face in her hands and kissed him, with hesitant to do. He had not stolen, rather, its expression does not even seem too surprised. He just let the angel continued, breathing more heavily, his chest going up and down slowly ...
A very accurate description, for one who looked at them for a few seconds He was contemptuous remarks of Ruby to stop those digressions. Sam flushed. He could not tell you how much time was left to look at them, and neither wanted. It was too much, anyway. He also knew that the way he stared at their lips pressed against each other or the manner in which the hands of Castiel held Dean's face between her fingers was neither normal nor healthy, but could not do without .
not want to miss even a second. At its head was easily impressed that image in his mind, every detail which otherwise would not have even noticed. Even the way in which the trench fell Castiel's body seemed something irresistible.
But Ruby did not have to know how these things, so it was limited to a simple "To see your brother kissing an angel is a traumatic experience that remains imprinted in the brain" that could distract it before another "and then what?"
"And then ... and then nothing. I'm gone, if Dean had discovered that I was there I would have gouged out his eyes with his own hands ... or should Castiel asked to do so, perhaps. "He noticed almost disappointed the expression of the girl, and raised a doubtful eyebrow: "Would you rather tell you about sex on the hood of a car?"

"Well, we say that its implications would have been interesting."
"I do not want think about it. "He shook his head, already the scene is sketched in his mind - better not, did not know what could have been the consequences. "I do not know if I'd survived a gender perspective."
"Well, in this case it is better to cure him of this trauma quickly, since you're already quite complex. "She sat on his lap and began kissing him passionately. A lot less sweet than he did Castiel, of course ...

"Before continuing, just tell me one thing."
"What?"
"Who the two were jealous, honestly? "

This time Sam had fallen to smile.
"Sorry, Ruby. This will not tell you ever. "

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Lucasville, Oh Flea Market 2010

... It

evolves as the time ... Until a few weeks ago I was wondering how it was possible that losing my desire to write and jot down my feelings on paper as I always have ever since I learned to write ... I can now give me an answer. I'm not losing, and I just love this overwhelming emotions, conflicts, upsets me preventing me from within to express concepts that might seem logical. but I think that in my present state I could enlarge to reinvent the vanguard of the first 900.

I want to continue to keep a diary noting all those gestures, those words, those breaths that characterize the episodes of my life since he entered , Ma mi conto che quasi dum my infastidisce scriverli only li per consuetudine Percio I have qui ... qui, in di me. che in ogni breathe I turn oramai saw a pensiero รจ che concretizza only if you pose Quando posso mie mani sul suo petto sento


circondata da di essere amore finally, my soffoca, my tappa la bocca, gli occhi my tappa, we orecchie. diventata sono piacevole insensitivity to the rest of mondo.